Reading: Les Miserables

I started taking my medicine up again--I was being some independant idiot. A lot of people were looking down on me for taking it, being an anti-depressant and all. I mean I know it's not what it was prescribed for but... it doesn't mean I didn't--and don't still need it. So it's been helping alot, and things have been great!

Today I went to see Pirates of the Caribbean 2 with my mum and the rest of my family. I felt horrible for not inviting Richi, but it was a whim decision and we only had ten minutes to get there... so I didn't even try...

So I felt like a huge ass when I talked to him half an hour ago and found out that he has three days before he leaves for the rest of the summer. He's going to spend the rest of the summer with his mother out in California... He won't be back until late August at the earliest, he said.

All that I can hope for is to be able to see him before he goes. To see him every day before he goes...

I'm really bummed too... I had it all planned out so that he'd meet everyone either before August, or on my birthday, the 21st. I was so worried that it wouldn't be fun for him because we're going to the beach I hope, and he doesn't like to swim...

But I guess I'll get to be fifteen without him...


I wonder if my doctor will raise my prescription if I ask her to... I think I'd like that... I've got a lot to do now, what with my summer reading that I just learned about being due on the first day--if not the second. Les Mis is going along so slow and I don't even have Reformation Thought... Richi said he'd let me borrow it...

I guess that's another thing I'll have to do without him.


Sorry guys if I'm late on some promised works, I do mean to catch up.
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